Remember, God always gives us second chance, if we worth giving.
I, myself, would never, ever, stop with what I love, even though I would not be invited.
I would never stop loving.
Love defines us, makes us better, always.
I believe that if something is meant to be, it will happen, at this special, peculiar moment, your moment.
Miracles happen, if not today, some day.
We never know, that's the point.
You don't expect God to show all the beauty, in order for you to love Him.
You love, you trust.
He knows better, always,
because He loves every one of us.

lots of love
Agnieszka

I’m not very sure if you will get this, because i’m commenting on a fairly old post. I just thought i’d share something with you. Its amazing how life turns out, sometimes we (forgive my french) bitch and moan about certain disappointments, and as time continues we see that these disappointments turns out to be for the best.
The way my life has changed now, i see that coming to your party would be nearly impossible, well, if i did, it would be at a great expense (not just financially) and truthfully i think it would have been far worse for me to turn down that offer (had i been asked)). So sir, i’m here to say thank you, ironically enough, for not inviting me. However, i am glad i stirred up something here a bit, i did learn alot, and i am glad that you are thinking about ways to meet more fans. If i can help with any planning in the future, just let me know, i’d love to help anyone meet you (even if its not me) because i know what it feels like to be in this position, and i do have some organising abilities.
I truely admire you, not just for your work, but the way you carry yourself as a celebrity. You use your resources for good, and you do not see yourself above others (fans specifically), more so you try to accomodate your fans. I hope that you do not think less of me for challenging you earlier as i may have sounded somewhat ungrateful (which was not my intention).

Do take care,
Thank you for being,
Yajna

Do you have the means to pack up and leave your home and country and get out into the world?

To look at the world through other’s eyes might help you also. Take the time to heal, don’t punish yourself. Don’t worry if you are not Brilliant at something. I think what is more important is how what you do affects others. You may in some small way help others with what you do.

Love Kathleen xxx

I pray that you’re alive and healthy to read this. Firstly, i don’t believe that taking one’s life is in anyone’s blood. I can understand your depression, and the way you feel worthless as times because of your jobs but i don’t feel that you should give up and take your life- i feel that maybe you just haven’t figured out what you really love to do and what you’re very good at, and you certainly aren’t going to find it by killing yourself. Don’t kid yourself thinking that because you’re unsure of what you believe in or what your good at is reason in enough to end your life! Its not! Do you realise what you will do to your parents, and the people who love you? Do you realise that by harming yourself you are harming them as well? Killing them inside? I know just how bad it can be, i lost a someone who was a brother to me and God knows it still kills me inside everyday.
I know a very fair amount about the muslim religion, and i know that especially in a muslim society, living in it and not believing in it is very harsh on an individual- especially when it comes to parents as well. So i can not begin to imagine the problems you’ve had just by stepping out of the daily rituals. It is also a very strict religion, that an islamic person has to live in without questioning it. It takes courage to say, i don’t believe in that, especially in your society and the fact that you started searching around in other religions to find your truth shows that you did make an effort to try. But why did you stop? Why are you giving up? I don’t understand. Can you honestly say that you’ve looked at all the religions or even beliefs of spirituality to find God and have not found it? Really do you think you’ve done EVERYTHING? I don’t believe you have. Let me tell you a secret: most people don’t know what they want in life, or what or who God is. But they do know, that somewhere, somehow something exists, and if they don’t, they believe in themselves and who they are. Most people spend their lives discovering what exactly it is for them to do, what they are good at and what they love. Change your life if you’re pressured- try do somethin you like. Don’t give up just because you are lost. Don’t be so stupid, and don’t hurt the people you love like that. And as for Paulo’s work- i don’t know what you mean by a chemical reaction in your body? I’m studying to be a doctor and i know about the body fairly but i believe in Paulo’s work. I believe in the secret as carmen mention, and i’m in a staunch religion but i believe in love, and life is worth living, and it is. My friend, rethink yourself, you’re not trapped, THERE IS ALWAYS A CHOICE, TRY. TRY to live, and search. Be positive and we’ll all talk about things here. Come and share your worries and problems with someone you can trust, and if you don’t want to, come talk here but please don’t end your life. Its so precious. And if you wait, you’ll see just how much. One last thing, life’s not as bad as it seems, you proved it to yourself- you thought your story got deleted but infact in didn’t. You let fear and hurt get the best of you, when really there was only good and you didn’t see it. Have you ever thought that maybe you looking at your life like that?

Lots of love
Yajna

Dear Siamak,

the only advice I can give you is to go (or call) at once to someone you know and tell him or her about your thoughts. You will be surprised that there are people next to you that will understand you and can help you. You never are alone with your problems, everybody knows someone who is prepared to lend an ear - dare to go out and believe it is true.

Of course you crisis will not be over soon, but for the moment you are sitting in a dark tunnel and you see no way out, but also a little bit of light will help you to find a new point of orientation.
What do you exspect of comitting suicide? Do you think this way you can punish yourself for the hate you feel inside?
Or punish those people you are thinking of they don’t love you?

Time is healing wounds and especially when you are still young you will have a lot of chances in front - even if you are not willing to believe this yet!
If there is a God or not - life itsself is a present you should not throw away!