The story rang true to what I felt in my heart life is about. I’ve always believed that you follow your heart, your intuition and it will lead you to where you belong. Experience has shown me that too, many great people, things and experiences have resulted from seemingly random decisions that that lead to life’s gold.

I however in my daily work part of my life have been traveling down a dark empty alley. Continually frustrated and angry that I’ve not achieved anything. It seemed like once upon a time I know where I was going and successful when all my peers were studying and lost, now I’m the one lost and everyone else is leading purposeful successful paths.

It was find in my twenties, I always assumed I’d snap out of it or find my way but now half way though my thirties I’m feeling less secure, less purposeful and unable to find that personal legend. It’s as if I’m reaching around in the dark room, knowing that the light switch is close by and in the same room but not finding it. The helplessness is drowning me day by day, the negativity is clouding my once optimistic eyes, and money is becoming a fried I see less and less of.

I feel guilty by being a weight in this page of optimism and positivity. I apologize for that. Maybe this is the first step in me allowing myself to ask for help or perhaps guidance. Perhaps I’m just asking the universe to true my internal compass needle.

Thank you for making a difference.

And the only way to do that is to follow what our inner voice is telling us and let our soul have its own solitudeness and happiness…

Kudos, Paulo!

Great Day everyone!

I can’t help but say “Thank You”. Your books have been a source of inspiration for me and many close to me for Years.

Thank You.

In my work, I don’t do all. And I’m not at ease in all. As an example I love to write a movie, but I know all the work for the production then, so it can discourage me. Then I can bear the montage, so I have to find money to, and I’m not good at that either. Untrue, it’s better to say I don’t like it. I know the path is not a always a garden, but it goes down deep against my way of sight.
Just now, I just begin to have people that are ready to rely on me. And like my art needs only my body, I can go everywhere, I will always have work.

For art generally, the worse moment for me is definitely showing myself. I have gifts, but I’m afraid of what? What I’m saying? What people could feel? Both. And maybe other fears I can’t see now.
That’s why maybe, I stop before the end.
I’ve contented my heart a “beat”, to return to the place, where I’m asking in eternity: “what I’m doing here?”

Also, I understood here, that I have to feel enthusiasm. I could feel afraid to make the same mistakes again. But now, I know things appeared in cycles in my life. I’ll just have to be careful. Anyway, there are too many signs due about a prayer. And I’ve always been a stranger in this town.
I’m thinking seriously about quitting that energy, by going where it shares with me, in a good alchemy. Like a diver, I take that risk.

Thank you Paulo.

He explained to me what a personal legend is. He then asked me if I have already discovered what my personal legend is at that age.

Well, I have nothing to contribute or comment on this post but this just struck me (once again as the Witch of Portobello has struck me) and I remembered him once more. It also reminded me to move or else I will be too late for everything.

Tired,

Clover

Anyway, your words are always very inspiring to me. Reading this note tonight, I wondered if you had come across “Conversation with God” by Neale Donald Walsch?

love
Agnieszka