What are we looking for, since what we
hope to find has always been at heart.
There is a seagull gliding proudly on
the breeze, waving, calling but we keep
on turning our own wheel of fortune.
How then could we stumble on a hidden
treasure if what we hope to find has always
been at heart? We have forgotten how its
beating was a steady compass even during
stormy weather. We have forgotten how
its silent drum never once let us down.
How could we not but tenderly accept
its offering? What are we hiding from?
Is it our fear to be discovered, to be
left uncovered by the wings of Love?
Then what we’re looking for is not our
heart’s desire, but only heart’s disease,
and to be cured we need to listen to the
seagull’s call. When we are looking for
that hidden treasure then the map is
here, we wrote it on the breeze, waving,
calling, gliding proudly,
easily

I remember a line i once read “water water everywhere but not a drop to drink”

The Sea is the one who has stayed with me all these years, from the beginning of my journey.

He wept when I had to stop seeing Him every day.

In my dream, I am His Girlfriend.

But we cannot be together. Not now. The only thing for me to stay close to Him, is to go to contemplate Him every day.

Sometimes it is painful because I would like to be embraced by Him again. Caressing Him. Just touch Him would be a relief. But I cannot.

But the day will come when we will be together again; just One.

Just One.

Again.

I know He Loves me. I know He likes to see me every day, as I like to see Him.

Is like if He would be willing to touch the Moon but … the only way for them to be together is through the Light that She reflects upon Him every night.

But there is a way for the Moon to swimm in His waters. She can do that, She can touch the Sea again through my body.

Las estrellas serán testigo de la noche y estarán riendo allá arriba …

There is always a Way :).

Silence and Magic will be felt again, at night, while the Moon is Shining.

It’s a sign that shows us everything, depends on its context and situation…depends on us..what we want to see, what we want to hear.. but the Sea itself..it has something beyond what we think of..

Nevertheless, I’d say its hard to beat a day at the beach, with the little kid, and sand on your feet.

“In the sweat of thy face shalt thou drink water, till thou return unto the sea; for out of it wast thou taken: for water thou art, and unto water shalt thou return.”
The Book of W

Plus, one of the current evolutionary views is that the ancestors of us human beings come from the sea.

I grew up in a shipping nation. The Vikings. Erik Leif Erikson discovering America long before Columbus. Thor Heyerdahl. He built a raft he called Kon-Tiki in 1947, and proved that ancient people could have crossed the Pacific Ocean, traveled 8000 kilometers across the sea in a raft! In 1970 he built another boat from papyrus, the Ra, and crossed the Atlantic. He kept building boats and demonstrated migration routes. Thor Heyerdahl spoke out about the environment. In an interview he talked about how much cleaner the sea was back during his first journey, then decades later, when he often saw trash and pollution in the oceans.

Apple a star hidden
oceans of dream explored
the heart a compass
the soul a sail
open
I have traveled breathlessly
the distance
wave upon wave of desire
beaten by the sun
the depths calling to me
even now
the pearl is on the inside
never lost on my wake
break the bottle
Christen this voyage
love a beacon
the map above
my treasure below
my trident eyes unwavering
in the storm
X
cross my heart
to pull you from the wreckage
the kiss is recovery
love’s tide
shimmer & scale
I have been in the bark of dylan
silver wheel turning
heavenly bodies aligned
you taste of salt and brine
the elixir of transformation
a blue hue
what are words?
but being stranded on the shore
you have doubts?
take my hand
a thousand years in each direction
mobius strip
past present future one line one stream
like skipping stones
hear me..
I have touched you
a hundred times
without hands
flashes, whispers, moments
of recognition
shards of memory
stained with my images
written off as dream
hear me..
in silence
calling from the shell
tossed & tumbled
smooth to the touch

my lover
my other
my night

can you hear me

between the sounds speaking

doorways

appearing in thin air

feel your way

YouTube: Japanese Atlantis – Japan

And the sea is most beautiful in combination with the moon and sun. The signs of male and female. Sunset, sunrise, full moon, tides, storms, wideness the life inside, all belongs together.

Today is new moon and a partial lunar eclipse. The ocean could be strong in its expression today, similar the sun and moon.

It is a rainy day and time enough for dreaming and feeling. But I am not just a dreamer, I am a scuba diver too. I was many times around and in the sea and sometimes on the bottom of the sea and on the ground of me. A kind of meditation, just by the way.

We call the earth sometimes “mother earth”. The (warm) sea is able to hold you like a mother at the beginning of your life.

My conclusion is: The sea is the same than me. A miracle including everything and a mirror.

My other kind of conclusion: There exists moments behind the possibility to bring them to words. The sea gave me many times the chance to have that.

Ruth

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however, for the past two years, i have been having reoccuring nightmares about the ocean. typically, that i’m on a beach and a giant tidal wave comes at me. i never actually die in these dream, but it’s always the same beach, same people involved, same terror and waking up in sweats.

it’s quite disturbing. the past several times i’ve been to the ocean i try to reassure myself. i’ve never been afraid of water…i’ve always loved it. so my dreams must represent something…somewhere else… though i have yet to unlock it.

Close to the sea, in the beach, I fell peaceful. But the sea scares me, the waves, big waves, they make my nights miserable (dreams) since I was very young.