How to do what I want

By Paulo Coelho

As soon as he dies, Juan found himself in a very beautiful place surrounded by all the comforts and beauty he had ever dreamed of. Someone dressed in white came up to him:

- You are entitled to whatever you wish: any food, pleasure, entertainment – he said.

Enchanted, Juan did everything he had dreamed of during his life. After many years filled with pleasure, he sought out the person in white:

- I’ve already tried everything I wished for. Now I need a job so that I can feel useful.

- I’m so sorry – said the person in white. – But that is the only thing that I cannot manage for you; there is no work here.

- How terrible! – said Juan in irritation. – I shall spend eternity dying of tedium! I’d prefer a thousand times to be in hell!

The creature in white came over to him and said in a low voice:

- And where do you think you are?

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21 Responses to “How to do what I want”


  • Oh great story… he’s in hell alright. it’s pure hell… haha, can hell be pure??

  • Truly a thought provoking idea… I do appreciate the way you have dished the story out for us; specially the ending line — a real shock!

  • I have recently left a lucrative job hoping to take some time off to rest. But the moment I left it, I began pursuing what I really love to do which is to write, to blog, to do entrepreneurial stuff. I am not earning yet as of writing. But simply doing the things I love is enough for now. After all, this feeling of heaven, of happiness, of oneness is priceless.

  • Sorry : The Researchers of Truth…
    Wrong ..typing..
    Thelma

  • In 1979 I read the book ‘Life after life’ by Dr.Raymond Moody. In 2006 I read the book ‘The journeys of the soul’ by Dr. Michael Newton. The Cypriot, Dr. Kyriakos Markides has written many books : ‘The magus of Stovolos’ and ‘Homage to the sun’dealing about Daskalos and his teachings [Google: Daskalos and the receacthers of Truth] and after that three other books dealing with Orthodox Mysticism. [I have met with Daskalos and I know Kyriakos Markides]
    The Gospel and all religious and metaphysical books are there for us to read and investigate and … believe.
    If, we, human beings, could have a glimse into the Eternal Life, I think that this World would be a better place to live. It is important, I think, for the people to know our Heavenly Substance.
    LOVE,
    THELMA

  • In the world where the number of unemployment rises day by day, heaven is the only promising place to stay. I just don’t know what kind of works we have in heaven … :) I love your writings Mr.Coelho, and ‘like the flowing river’ gives me much insight how to live in hell peacefully … :)

  • Excellent! Deep enough to penetrate and wake my lethargic self UP!!

  • ashraf monzer from Lebanon

    It is almost impossible for human nature to be able to sit down and do nothing. We have something that is called ambition, this something is what urges us to go out there and do what we do in order to reach what we want to reach. When we are there, there comes another something that urges us to work more in order to stay where we are which is pride. How can we reach where we wanted to reach and then deteriorate? To humans it is such a shame to do that.
    We are in a constant conflict either with the outer world or with ourselves that is what keeps us living and alive. Because as Paulo says in one of his books, “I know a lot of people who have stopped living, even though they continue working and eating and carrying on with their usual social activities.”
    To be alive is to see the beauty in everyday’s light. It is to be happy and angry and sad and miserable and… All these feelings at once. IT is to be in the core of the soul of the universe.

    Sitting there and letting the time pass is for dead people who are still alive. No wonder I cannot keep a job for more than 1 year.
    One needs to change and shake things around every once and a while. Jobs become boring and pointless and automatic after couple months but one has to keep them to keep the cash flowing (little cash I must add), especially if the job is not in your domain.

    A.M

  • Fernanda Signato Marques

    Como diz o ditado, “mente vazia, oficina do diabo”!
    Adorei o texto, muito bom!
    Carinhosamente,
    Fernanda

  • Well put. Now I am ashamed of myself, always thinking I would never be happy unless I am in heaven, while I have been living in it the whole time.

  • Beautiful story.
    MORAL: Heaven can be experienced ONLY on earth???

  • Conveying so much with so few words is a talent so very few possess.

  • Eve risked allready, for all us to feel and KNOW ! So this is our path,of whole humanbeing!
    If we want to develope,we have to risk to find out what we dìdn`t achive till now!We decided allready to eat the apple!We decided allready to feel Heaven and Hell!we can only try to make it directly to belong to Heaven!

    I wisch us God Blessom for that!

    love
    Mirela(woman in lift)

  • This is a sidepath of this subject sort of :-)

    I just had to tell you this I felt :-)

    Today something strange happened at my work, that I have decided to leave this monday, because of different reasons.

    Today I talked to a new employed person at my company, and I just had a feeling that I have met this person before (in a past life or something). He was so familiar to me, and he gave me courage and
    made me feel happy.

    I felt hope again and now I have decided to stay for a little while longer, because of this person.
    But I also have another goal which I will not give up, but it will be a process. I will not rush it for now, I have decided.
    Patience *LOL* which I´m trying to learn ;-)

    Then I had a second thought, why should I stay because this perticular person made me feel good ?
    Is that the right choice?
    And then when I drew home from work two buzzards (or eagles) sat in a tree. Which I saw as a sign.
    What the sign wanted to tell me I´m not really clear about yet,
    but I have a hunch ;-)

    Love and hope from Jessica

  • We need to have goals and dreams !!!
    Otherwise we should get bored with life ;-)
    There should be no heaven without hell (methaforically spoken).
    How can we know what heaven is, if we haven´t expirienced hell??
    Is it the same for everyone of us ?
    I don´t think so ..
    I think heaven is to follow your own heart,
    and the journey is also a goal :-)
    God want us to have experiences I believe !!!
    Who said that heaven was just relaxing and do nothing?
    Again we need the balance ..that is heaven for me!!!
    But to feel balance you have to have felt unbalanced also ;-)

    Heaven is what we want it to be … we can create our own heaven eventually, when we have tried hell ;-)

    Love Jessica

  • God said, be fruitful.

  • I want… never gets…;) Love, Paul

  • Again I’ll quote the Smashing Pumpkins : ‘Would you believe in heaven, if heaven was all you had?’. Thank-you Paulo – that had me laughing out loud.
    In Love and Light

  • Smiling. To be passive and just let life come towards you, seems a hard thing for many of us. Although, this is what contemplation is all about;

    ‘ What the soul needs is greater solitude, tranquility, and freedom of spirit in which there is no anxiety about seeming to do nothing.’
    (John Venard 1990, in The Living Flame of Love. Saint John of the Cross’.)

  • I can’t stop laughing even while i’m writing this. Absolutely wonderful piece and quite educative at the same time. Our lives would have really become hell-like had we not any work to do.

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