Her mobile phone rang.
…none at all.
It continued to ring.
She was still travelling back in time as she gazed out at the tobacconist’s and at the little girl eating chocolate, then she finally emerged from her reverie, realised what was happening and answered the phone.
A voice at the other end was saying that she had an audition in two hours’ time.
She had an audition!
In Cannes!
So it had been worth crossing the ocean, arriving in a city where all the hotels were full, meeting up at the airport with other young women in exactly the same position as her (a Pole, two Russians and a Brazilian), and going round knocking on doors until they found that shared, exorbitantly priced apartment. After all those years of trying her luck in Chicago and travelling now and then to Los Angeles in search of more agents, more adverts, more rejections, it turned out that her future lies in Europe!
In two hours’ time?
She couldn’t catch a bus because she didn’t know the routes. She was staying high up on a steep hill and had only been down it twice so far – to distribute copies of her book and to go to that stupid party last night. On both occasions, when she reached the bottom of hill, she had hitched a lift from complete strangers, usually single men in magnificent convertibles. Everyone knew Cannes to be a safe place, and all women know that good looks help when trying to get a ride, but she couldn’t leave anything to chance this time, she would have to resolve the problem herself. Auditions follow a rigorous timetable, that was one of the first things you learn at any acting agency. She had noticed on her first day in Cannes that the traffic was almost permanently gridlocked, and so all she could do was get dressed and leave at once. She would be there in an hour and a half; she remembered the hotel where the producer was staying because it was on the ‘pilgrimage route’ she had followed yesterday, in search of some opportunity, some opening.
Now the problem was what to wear.
She fell upon the suitcase she had brought with her, chose some Armani jeans made in China and bought on the black market in Chicago for a fifth of the real price. No one could say they were fake because they weren’t: everyone knew that the Chinese manufacturers sent 80 per cent of what they produced to the original stores, with the remaining 20 per cent being sold off by employees on the side. It was, shall we say, excess stock, surplus to requirements.
She was wearing a white DKNY T-shirt, which had cost more than the jeans. Faithful to her principles, she knew that the more discreet the clothes, the better. No short skirts, no plunging necklines, because if other women had been invited to the audition, that is what they would be wearing.
She wasn’t sure about her make-up. In the end, she opted for a very light foundation and an even lighter application of lip liner. She had already lost a precious fifteen minutes.
11.45 a.m.
People are never satisfied. If they have a little, they want more. If they have a lot, they want still more. Once they have more, they wish they could be happy with little, but are incapable of making the slightest effort in that direction.
Is it just that they don’t understand how simple happiness is? What can she want, that girl in the jeans and white T-shirt who just came running past? What could be so urgent that it stopped her taking time to contemplate the lovely sunny day, the blue sea, the babies in their prams, the palms fringing the beach?
‘Don’t run, child! You’ll never escape the two most important presences in the life of any human being: God and death. God accompanies your every step and will be annoyed because he can see that you’re not paying attention to the miracle of life. Or indeed death. You just ran past a corpse and didn’t even notice.’
Igor has walked past the scene of the crime several times now. At one point, he realised that his comings and goings might arouse suspicion and so decided to remain a prudent two hundred yards from the scene, leaning on the balustrade that looked out over the beach. He’s wearing dark glasses, but there’s nothing suspicious about that, not only because it’s a sunny day, but because in a celebrity town like Cannes, dark glasses are synonymous with status.
He’s surprised to see that it’s almost midday, and yet no one has realised that there’s a person lying dead on the main street of a city which, at this time of year, is the focus of the world’s attention.
A couple are approaching the bench now, visibly irritated. They start shouting at the Sleeping Beauty; they’re the girl’s parents, angry because she isn’t working. The man shakes her almost violently. Then the woman bends over, obscuring Igor’s field of vision.
Igor knows what will happen next.
The mother screams. The father takes his mobile phone from his pocket and moves away, clearly agitated. The mother is shaking her daughter’s unresponsive body. Passers-by stop, and now he can remove his dark glasses and join them as one more curious on-looker.
The mother is crying, clinging to her daughter. A young man gently pushes her away and attempts mouth-to-mouth resuscitation, but soon gives up; Olivia’s face already has a slight purple tinge to it.
‘Someone call an ambulance!’
Several people dial the same number, all of them feeling useful, important, caring. He can already hear the sound of the siren in the distance. The mother’s screams are growing louder. A young woman tries to put a comforting arm around her, but the mother pushes her away. Someone attempts to sit the body up, and someone else tells them to lay her down again because it’s too late to do anything.
‘It’s probably a drug overdose,’ the person next to him says. ‘Young people today are a lost cause.’
Those who hear the comment nod sagely. Igor remains impassive while he watches the paramedics unload their equipment from the ambulance, apply electric shocks to Olivia’s heart, while a more experienced doctor stands by, not saying a word, because although he knows there’s nothing to be done, he doesn’t want his colleagues to be accused of negligence. They place Olivia’s body on the stretcher and put it in the ambulance, the mother still clinging to her daughter. After a brief discussion, they allow the mother to get in too, and the ambulance speeds away.
No more than five minutes have passed between the couple discovering the body and the ambulance leaving. The father is still standing there, stunned, not knowing where to go or what to do. Forgetting who he’s speaking to, the same person who made the comment about a drug overdose, goes over to the father and gives him his version of the facts:
‘Don’t worry sir. This kind of thing happens every day around here.’
The father does not respond. He’s stilling holding his mobile phone and staring into space. He either doesn’t understand the remark or has no idea what it is that happens every day, or else he’s in a state of shock that has sent him immediately into some unknown dimension where pain does not exist.
The crowd disperses as quickly as it appeared. Only two people remain: the father still clutching his phone and the man who has now taken off his dark glasses and is holding them in his hand.
‘Did you know the girl?’ Igor asks.
There is no reply.
It’s best to do as everyone else has done, keep walking along the Boulevard de la Croisette and see what else is happening on this sunny morning in Cannes. Like the girl’s father, he doesn’t know quite what he is feeling: he has destroyed a world he will never be able to rebuild, even if he had all the power in the world. Did Ewa deserve that? From the womb of that young woman, Olivia – the fact that he knows her name troubles him greatly because that means she’s no longer just a face in the crowd – might have sprung a genius who would have gone on to discover a cure for cancer or drafted an agreement that would ensure that the world could finally live in peace. He has destroyed not just one person, but all the future generations that might have sprung from her. What has he done? Was love, however great and however intense, sufficient justification for that?
He had chosen the wrong person as his first victim. Her death will never make the news and Ewa won’t understand the message.
Don’t think about it, it’s done now. You have prepared yourself to go much further than this, so carry on. The girl will understand that her death was not in vain, but was a sacrifice in the name of a greater love. Look around you, see what’s happening in the city, behave like a normal citizen. You’ve already had your fair share of suffering in this life; now you deserve a little peace and comfort.
Enjoy the Festival. This is what you have been preparing yourself for.
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WHen you are onto a “reverie” stage you are “travelling in time.”
Perfect timing! No wonder Albert loved clocks so much…:)
Ich habe von Paulo Coelho einiges gelesen, immer mit großer Freude und Begeisterung.
“Der Sieger bleibt allein” hat mich sehr tief getroffen. Es ist nicht nur ein Buch über das Böse – es ist leider ein böses Buch. Hoffen wir, dass diese furchtbaren Tötungsmethoden nicht Schule machen.
Coelho sollte darauf achten, welcher Geist ihn da vereinnahmt hat. Er sollte sich überlegen, ob er weiterhin nach ALPACH kommen darf.
Alles Gute für ihn.
Hans Kloiber
Hello Paulo!
I love your stories. I read all your books. I like ” A bruxa de Portobello”. I wait a new book. When your new book will be here in Finland?
i always have the feeling that all stories someway or the way is related to me…i just cant wait for the next episode
Dear Paulo,
First of all, THANKS for ur books.
About the last one I should confess that my feelings are mixed. The main hero seems to me an ordinary psycho. The way he is thinking not only scares… but merely shocks me. His actions have no excuse.
I wish I could understand what ur hidden plot is. I’m trying. And I hope to find some of ur famous educating and motivating things that u put into ur books. I guess, u know what people need. And what they are looking for in ur books. That’s why ur books are so attractive…
Thanks!
Yours,
Lena
Dear Paulo
…to read above your “warrior of the light” letter “the second chance”, that you wrote a new book…was like a big jump in my heart… because all books you wrote came into my life in a moment that my soul seeks for a special answere….and always…its a coincidence :-)?…i found the answere in this special book from you i read…..so i cannot say in words how much i believe in one truth and all answeres of all questions in life, who lies burried in every single soul of us….and you, Paulo,are one of the medium, who speaks from the one the whole….and to your new book….when does it come out in Germany?…..i seek for new answeres…. :-)
love……claudia
the storyline keeps me hooked.
I do agree with Kim though. It makes me feel like I’ve been wronged and I wish something could have been done. Can’t wait!
Very terrible first chapters. It is very hard for me to read this book. For me Igor is very ill.
I’m very sad.
Kim
Dear Paulo
Im currently residing in India, so i’ll miss the UK release date.
When does this book hit the Indian shelves?
He is thinking “cold” without compassion, feels quite much like a real psychopat.
okay.. now I know ! you posted your message at 618pm…your time. and my post is reflected at 6:57pm ( 2:06am, Manila Phils. time) … geez, perhaps you are still online ! mabuhay ka ! ive read all your books !
You have changed the way I look at life in many ways. Salamat ! ( thank you ! ) When will you visit us here in the Phils. ?
what time do you have there Sir Paulo ? it is 2:03 am here, Feb 26.. wonder if you are still online?
Dear Joan Ray,
In March 2009
love
Paulo
mabuhay! greetings from the philippines….
cant wait to read the totality of this book…. wen wil it be published here in the philippines?
Caro Paulo, sto leggendo il tuo libro nella traduzione con internet perchè non conosco l’inglese. Sapessi che fatica e che gioia il cercare di capire e di immaginare le tue esatte parole! Attendo il libro in Italiano per potermelo gustare, sottolineare, analizzare, commentare a margine, per riflettere, per portarmelo appresso dove vado, per potertelo far autografare. A quando nelle librerie italiane? Grazie, grazie perchè mi sai trasmettere gioia di vivere. Grazie per la tua ultima dedica su Maktub. Margherita L.
Hi All,
Igor is too desperate to regain his love I understand it but does it worth destroying absolutely innocent lives??????
Mayby eventually this book will reveal everything and enlighten dark sides…
Dear Artemisa,
the book is coming out in Mexico in September 2009.
Love
Paulo
Thanks for sharing your book with us.
Could you please let me know when does the book will be available in Mexico?
oh my!
im ecstatic to buy and read the book all night looonnggg!
yahoooo!
Paulo, I love this book already.
I think it is the story of every one of us. So often we fail to notice the sky, the flowers, the birds, each other…so often we listen to the evening news and our ears perk up to catch the breaking news story, we hear the details of the crime, maybe we shake our heads in sorrow, but almost instantly we go on with our lives as if something as awful as the death of a stranger was normal…as if the details behind the crime were as simple as the two or three sentences blurted out by the reporter as if there were not other layers to these incidents, complicated back stories…places where we the stranger might have taken a minute to notice someone and unknowingly created a different outcome. I think it is a story of greed and indifference and ultimately a story of love. Thank you.
What a great day today is, I have been away and just discovered that my favourite writer has produced again.
Thank you Paulo, I hope you have a great day too, Happy Tuesday
Donna
It feels good to read your books!
i have this feeling that you’re going to show me the path to reach THERE, through this novel.. wish you all the best!
A miscalculation by someone so seemingly calculating…
thanks Paulo
Hi Paulo,
I liked the way you portrait the story till now….
I am thinking about how Igor going to get the attention from EWA…
Its more interesting…
waiting for the next chapter…..
I’m so eagerly waiting for Friday!
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