Talking with the devil

by Paulo Coelho on November 25, 2009

The man is admiring the sunset on a beautiful beach, beside his wife, enjoying well-deserved holidays. Everything seems absolutely in place, when all of a sudden, from the bottom of his heart there comes a nice, friendly voice that asks him a difficult question:

“Are you happy?”

“Yes, I am,” he answers.

“Then look around you carefully.”

“Who are you?”

“I am the devil. And you can’t be happy, because you know that sooner or later tragedy can appear and upset your world. Look carefully around you, and you will understand that virtue is just one of the faces of terror”.

And the devil began to show everything that was happening on the beach. The excellent family man who at that very moment was packing and helping the children to get dressed would like to have an affair with his secretary, but was terrified at how his wife would react.

The wife who would like to have a job and her independence, but was terrified at how her husband would react.

The children who behaved well, terrified by the idea of punishment.

The girl reading a book, alone under her beach umbrella, pretending to be casual, while her soul was terrified at the possibility of never finding the love of her life.

The young man with the racket exercising his body and terrified at having to live up to his parents’ expectations.

The old man who did not smoke or drink saying that he felt much better that way, when the truth was that the terror of death whispered like the wind in his ears.

The couple running past, their feet splashing the water where the waves broke on the beach, all smiles, and hidden terror saying that they would grow old, uninteresting, invalid.

The rich man who stopped his speedboat in everyone’s view, waving and smiling and sunburned, and filled with terror because he could lose all his money at any moment.

The owner of the hotel who came out to greet his guests just when the sun was setting, trying to make them all happy and full of cheer, and demanding miracles of his accountants, with terror in his soul because he knew that no matter how honest he was, the men in the government would always discover all the flaws they wanted in his accounts.

Terror in each one of those persons on that lovely beach at a sunset that would take your breath away. The terror of remaining alone, the terror of the dark that filled their imagination with devils, the terror of doing something not included in the manual of good behavior, the terror of God’s judgment, the terror of the comments of men, the terror of justice that punished any fault, the terror of the injustice that left the guilty free and threatening. The terror of risking and losing, the terror of winning and having to live with the envy of others, the terror of loving and being rejected, the terror of asking for a raise, of accepting an invitation, of going to unknown places, of not managing to speak a foreign language, of not having the ability to impress others. The terror of growing old, of dying, of being noticed because of your defects, of not being noticed because of your qualities, of not being noticed neither for your defects nor your qualities.

“I hope that this has made you calmer,” concluded the devil. “After all, you are not alone in your fears.”

“Please don’t go away until you hear what I have to say,” answered the man. ”We have the incredible capacity to detect pain, remorse, wounds – or terror, as you prefer to call it. But my father once told me the story of an apple-tree that was so laden with apples that its branches could not sing in the wind. Someone passing by asked why it did not try to call attention like all the other trees did. ‘My fruits are my best advertisement,’ answered the apple-tree.

“Of course, I am no different from anyone else, and my heart is filled with many fears. But despite everything, the fruits of my life speak for me, and if some day a tragedy happens, I know that I have not spent my life without taking risks.”

And the devil, disappointed, left him to try to scare other – weaker – people.

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Princess August 29, 2011 at 7:00 pm

One night after meditating, I was awoken by a voice that I could not see. But I knew it was speaking to me. And it said, “Get up and go into the living room.”

While sitting there, it showed me around the empty, hardly lit room. “This is what you’re working for. A house, a few decorations, some couches. A cable television you hardly watch. Who are you doing this all for? The fear of failure is what keeps you there.” The voice sounded friendly but it also seemed to be tormenting me.

One year later, I am still in nursing school. But I want to be so much more than just a nurse. I want to travel, to see the world, leave my parent’s house and to live on my own doing God knows what. The voice tapped into that, my hatred of the highly indoctrinated university which I attend, my inability to connect with members of my college on that deep level that I wish I could’ve, my fear of failure, everything and hurled it at me. I went back to bed feeling dreadful and I said a prayer. “Lord, if it is not your will for me to complete nursing school, then let me fail the upcoming semester.”

I passed. I really passed. My GPA has never been higher. And to top it all off, I enjoyed what I was doing for the first time in my college career. Am I still afraid of never connecting with anyone at my college? Absolutely! And I do make the effort to break down my walls and communicate with new faces but it doesn’t always go as I would’ve liked. I am both excited and dreading the thought of graduation. But I’m hopeful. My life is taking me in a completely different direction than I had expected to go, but I’m learning a lot as I move along.

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Secret Island July 18, 2011 at 3:43 pm

I would have told the devil that he was the one that seemed terrified that I was not terrified. My life is filled with a lot of passions, a dash of hard times and a heap of unanswered questions. But this to me is what is beautiful in my existence and all my choices I make shall lead me to my dream as a result. I will take my risks with courage and faith in both myself, God and the saints and angels above. Because with them by my side I know that I can overcome terror and so can tell the devil about my friends above.
Love,
Secret Island

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anu November 19, 2010 at 10:33 am

thats true,everyone in this world have some fear but that alone cannot rule our life.we still have the best part for which we can cherish and enjoy.

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Aarthi RamaBharathy July 24, 2010 at 2:17 pm

True!!True!!True!!Life is Beautiful :)

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Maryon July 15, 2010 at 1:10 pm

Talking with the devil:
God tempted me with the devil using a horrible storm which made me incurably ill. But I won’t give up.

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len June 6, 2010 at 7:09 am

life is full of complexities because we choose to live that way, but living in this world aint perfect but a blessing,, fears are part of everyday lives and so is strength, the antidote to our fears is our faith.. bcoz of faith we tend to control ourselves and think much better,, risks are part of our existence, it’s the way to discover our capabilities…

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Sameer Saurabh March 7, 2010 at 9:20 pm

” Jo hua woh accha hua, jo ho raha hai woh accha ho raha hai aur jo hoga woh bhi accha hoga”
These are the lines from GITA (The Hindu Scripture). They mean that what ever happened was good, what ever is happening is good and what ever will happen will be good. It continues and says that its better that neither you mourn for the past deeds, nor you take tension of the future….its the present thats going on. These are the real words of GOD.
Now at the sea beach I am enjoying the sunset with my wife, now why shall i be thinking of my past or of any other trivial matters? I know only one reality of present and it is that I am at the beach with my wife to enjoy the sunset and for the present time and the next 1/2 hr. That is my sole aim…!!!
That devil is nothing but an imafination of my self. If I am so strong that the devil is not able to disturb me…then I am also that much strong from within that for 30 mins i can keep aside all my worries of past and present and live my 30 mins with such a joy that those 30 mins become life long rememberance for me and my wife…!!!
This is all what i have to say…!!!

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Sophie December 26, 2009 at 10:00 pm

Hi Paulo&Friends,
my first time writing, feeling a little shy but.. :)

…of being noticed because of your defects, of not being noticed because of your qualities, of not being noticed neither for your defects nor your qualities.

This really hit me. While reading, I realized that I do experience ALL of them quite often. All of them? Oh my…it’s ridiculous! It is time for me to quit. Don’t know how yet, but I do believe that awareness is the first, important step soooo I’m excited to be aware, and to start “figuring things out” :)

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